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About Me Member General Poet malikishot17/Female/Canada Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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Love HurtsI am trying to fight it off,  Push it down,  Don't wanna feel it,  It only brings hurt,  Makes me cry,  Makes me depressed,  Suicidal,  Hard to handle,  But i'm getting by...barely  Wanting to cry,  To hit,  To yell.   
But there are good things.   
Being loved,  Being held,  
Everytime I think of him I smile,  He makes me happy,  Makes me dazed,  I close my eyes,  He's all I see,  When he smiles,  I smile  When I look in his beautiful eyes,  I see my heart,  So fragile,  He holds it close,  Careful not t Love Hurts
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HatredThe hatred burning  I feel in. Passion  Sitting alone, Door locked  But somehow he breaks through  He grabs me by my hair  I scream and he hits me  "Its your fault" he yells  "What is?" i whimper  "The reason he touched you"  And he calls me a slut  I know what he is talking about  And i shudder. He is drunk  And cannot control himself  He hits again and again  I am on the ground bleeding  By the time he leaves  I am crying just can't help it  I know its my fault  I should have said something  I could have stopped it  But i didn't  Now he Hatred
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An Empty RoomI am dying inside,  To come out,  Locked forever in this,  Empty room.   
I can't stay,  I need out,  Sitting in the corner,  Trying to figure out,  Who has the key.   
Will he come to save me,  Or am i trapped,  Forever,  In this empty room,   
Tears form and they drop,  I breathe slowly waiting,  For the silence to stop,  I cover my ears and scream,  But the silence screams louder.   
I stop and I breathe,  Then i stand up,  And open the door,  And walk out.   
The bright light,  Hurts,  The noise An Empty Room
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DyingThe only way to truly die,  Is for everyone to forget about you,  Hate you and wish you were gone,  Though you wouldn't die happy,  You would be truly dead. Dying
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Military/Suicide Bombing advice please

Wed Nov 11, 2009, 5:05 PM
so my bf just told me he wanted to go into the military and i don't like that idea i know i should respect but for one there should be no war in the first place and two there are already enough people dieing as it is and i don't want him to be one. so i told him if he went into the army i was gonna do suicide bombing...which i will...though he keeps saying no but i feel the exact same way about him going into the military as he does about me being a suicide bomber...and he just doesn't get it please...advice :'(

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  • Current Residence: Canada
  • Interests: House MD, twilight series
  • Favourite movie: to many to name
  • Favourite band or musician: Within temptation, Ash
  • Favourite genre of music: any kind except country (no offense to anyone who loves country)
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  • Skin of choice: personally i perfer the epidermis
  • Favourite game: Tales of symphonia
  • Favourite gaming platform: Gamecube
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  • Personal Quote: I don't suffer from insanity I enjoy every minute of it
  • Tools of the Trade: pencil and paper

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~Julesmile 6 days 13 hours ago
thankies for da fave hope u liked :D

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~malikishot 5 days 22 hours ago
np :)

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Life sucks stuff happen but in the end...OMG SPARKLY VAMPIRE ALERT MUST POKE.
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~MetalxThrasher Nov 12, 2009, 6:09:53 PM
Thanks for the watchicles

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You never touch God's hand
You never taste God's breath
Because you'll never see the Second Coming
I laugh at the abortion known as Christianity
I've seen the ways of God
I'll take the Devil any day
HAIL SATAN
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~malikishot Nov 16, 2009, 6:21:06 AM
your welcome :)

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Life sucks stuff happen but in the end...OMG SPARKLY VAMPIRE ALERT MUST POKE.
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~HatefulDreamer Nov 5, 2009, 4:26:41 PM
Thanks for the favs :]

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~malikishot Nov 9, 2009, 5:00:01 PM
your welcome :)

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Life sucks stuff happen but in the end...OMG SPARKLY VAMPIRE ALERT MUST POKE.
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~Ann-y Oct 20, 2009, 8:22:34 AM
Thanks for the many favs =)

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~malikishot Oct 23, 2009, 3:45:42 PM
your welcome :)

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Life sucks stuff happen but in the end...OMG SPARKLY VAMPIRE ALERT MUST POKE.
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~malikishot Oct 5, 2009, 5:06:48 PM
Np

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Life sucks stuff happen but in the end...OMG SPARKLY VAMPIRE ALERT MUST POKE.
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